Last month, I started work in an hospital and my eyes have
seen and ears heard what I can’t even begin to remember. I’ve always underestimated
the importance of life and knowing your HIV status until I started work. I never
knew my little community had such an alarming amount of HIV positive individuals
and the mere thought of it filled me with goose bumps. My prayers every morning
is filled with thanksgiving. As in I am so THANKFUL. A lot of things I do
effortlessly people pay so they can be assisted to do it and even at that it
involves a lot of pains.
I am so so sorry for my absence, this last two weeks has
been hell. It felt as though all the prayers I have made were not ascending to
the heavens and as if God decided not to just listen. Trust me its hard to keep
believing God for something when the answer doesn’t show up. While dressing to
go out yesterday, the Holy Spirit said “ you know how you go for classes
everyday and the lecturer talks and talks and talks and he does that for
months? And I answered ‘yes” then he said “ when the exam finally comes, he just
gives you the question sits on a chair and watch you solve the problem” and I said
“ok???” then he says “ if you have read for that exam, it will be an easy task
for you, it’s not like you don’t know the answer all you have to do is cast
your mind back to the lessons and the answer would show up” and I’m like WOW!!!
That was how my perspective changed from God where are you? To
Lord I know you are with me always.
I once told a friend that if not for the fact that I am a Christian
I would have just said the devil decided to handle my folder this last two
weeks but God forbid that is so not possible. First I had issues paying for
school fees and accommodation which I’m still battling with. Who has heard of
this Remita thing? JEEZ!!!!! That thing is all shades of terrible. Apparently my
school decided to adopt that as a method of payment of fees because baba bubu
said so (gist for another day, I really don’t want to make this post long). After
that my PC just decided to pack up #choi# this one eh… I nefer experred it ( in
duru’s voice). Things just went from
bad-worse-worst.
I don’t feel as awful as I did few days ago, I’m a lot
better now. I don’t worry as much. I believe its going to be sorted out. I believe
I’m writing my exams and God is invigilating and I’m casting my mind back to
the lessons so I can answer my questions
and get out of this hall and read more incase I have to write another. If God
can’t do it ,let it not be done.
I’m back.
P .s thanks to moby and amaka for the sisterhood of the
bloggers award nomination. Will get back to that asap.
Osayuwamen Favour Nosakhare
God will never leave nor forsake us. He knows what we are going through. And in his time he will pave way for us.
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